i'd love nothing more than to start over. move downtown, anywhere. away from here. i feel so trapped, i really can't stand it. my family is really moving me only a mile away from the house i've lived at all my life. i need something new, i can't stay still. and i most certainly cannot stay still here. i really NEED to keep moving. i wish my parents could understand that :( i really need the direction of my life to change.